It’s true. Today, I found out what I fear really the most. It scares me to my bones, and I do not think any human being should feel this way. I hate DEPARTURE. I hate saying bye. They enter in your life, and then the next day they leave. Does this make sense? Why does God bring your hopes up high and bring someone great into your life and just tear your heart out and then take them away.
As I reflect, its probably a growing process. It helps us become stronger, and hah, its really putting me to the test currently. I know I can be a strong girl. It will take a lot out of me and my anxiety will probably attack, but with the help of Christ, I also KNOW he has my back. Even if I feel hopeless, prayer will somehow give me hope. I really really believe that.
I usually do not write blogs like this, but today was a special day for me. I figured out what I really fear. Its gutwrenching to have to say goodbye. But we all have to do it sometime.
Happy birthday nikki (: We’ve been friends for 10 years and we’re still going stronggg girl. HAHA i have so many secrets, inside jokes, and RESPECT for you. I know if I need to tell you anything, you’d be there to listen. And the other way around. I am here to listen to you (just know that.) I don’t wanna make this post corny and stupid when i can just call you haha.
Happybirthday bestie. Happybirthday butthead. Happybirthday pookie. Happybirthday Mrs. Kamrada <3 Love you!
Or mrs. Beiber. (:
OMG buy me the cup to the farthest right please.
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holy love.
(Source: babby-k)
I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. I thought someone would take the stage but I guess I just did it o_o
If only I thought of some bonding activity before, if only I knew I was supposed to say something.
asdjfkl; we tried. And I still am grateful and thankful for all the people that came out in the pouring rain. Family<3
Hey janel - I have something to give you tomorrow :]
SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 19, 2010 Presented by Roots and Shoots (a youth group based on the world famous Jane Goodall institute)
CALIFORNIA DAY OF PEACE | 11 am - 4 pm | booths, arts and crafts, fun | Santa Monica Pier | expect all my friends to be there <3
yes please?
going to be lots of fun… and spread P E A C E. (: christofer drew would approve.
check it out: http://www.rootsandshoots.org/regional_offices/california/events/day_of_peace
can we please please please please please
learn the ego dance by Beyonce
